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Brian Doughty and Rian Davis

Brian Doughty and Rian Davis

Brian Doughty is a Utah State Representative and currently serves as Plan-B Theatre Company’s board treasurer.  He and Rian Davis are subscribers and donors.

I accepted my sexuality late in life, or at least I considered it to be late in life.  I was 29 when the realization hit me that 30 was around the corner and I needed to accept who I was and embrace being a gay man.  But that was just the first step in an evolution to truly embracing what being gay means and the rights I should be given.  Not special rights!  Equal rights.

When I was in my early 30’s the discussion about civil unions and gay marriage were just starting to gain momentum.  But, to be honest, I did not understand all of the hoopla coming from the gay community.  “Why do we need to be able to get married?”  I would ask my friends and myself this question during heated debates at the gay coffee shop in Denver [where I was living at the time].

Looking back, I was still very immature to the concept of relationships.  During those first 29 years of my live I had never been in any type of committed relationship.  Now that I have been in three “long term” relationships I have grown or evolved to understand the importance of marriage for the gay community and for my partner and me].

Marriage is a societal recognition of a couple’s love and dedication to each other.  Marriage is a bundle of legal rights that ensures everything from medical visitation to child custody.  Until gay marriage is available in all fifty states, gay couples are essentially second-class citizens.

Brian Doughty and Rian Davis

Brian Doughty and Rian Davis

The fact that states are putting initiatives on the ballot where the majority can vote to refuse rights to the minority is insane.  My partner Rian and I love each other, we live together, we contribute to society, we pay our taxes, we share dreams together, but in the eyes of our state we are perfect strangers.

Marriage would mean legal protections and benefits that are given to our heterosexual neighbors.

Marriage would mean society recognizing that our relationship is just as important as those of my straight friends and family.

It is my hope that in my lifetime we look back at the last few years of states removing and/or restricting the ability of loving gay couples to marry as shameful and ignorant.

Being a gay man, I myself was ignorant to the benefits of marriage equality.  It’s imperative that the gay community and allies help people like myself evolve to a place of understanding and support of marriage equality.

Plan-B Theatre Company’s Script-In-Hand Series reading of “8″ takes the stage August 4-5. A fundraiser for both Plan-B and the American Foundation for Equal Rights, the event boasts a cast of 20 and a post-show discussion with the playwright, Oscar winner Dustin Lance Black, and Congressman Barney Frank (D-Massachusetts). Tickets and more info available here.

Mark & April Fossen on their wedding day

Mark & April Fossen on their wedding day

Mark & April Fossen are part of the Plan-B family. Mark has appeared in THE ALIENATION EFFEKT, EXPOSED, AMERIGO and THE SCARLET LETTER; April has appeared in MIAMSA, SHE WAS MY BROTHER, MESA VERDE and LADY MACBETH. And some SLAMs and Script-In-Hand Series readings. The Fossen Family also appeared in DIFFERENT-AMAZING.  They will appear together in the Script-In-Hand Series reading of “8” August 4-5.  They are also subscribers and donors.

“Now when our first form had been cut in two, each half in longing for its fellow would come to it again; and then would they fling their arms about each other and in mutual embraces yearn to be grafted together. Thus is mutual love ingrained in mankind, reassembling our early estate and endeavoring to combine two in one and heal the human sore. Each of us when separated is but the indenture of a person, and he is always looking for his other half.” – Plato’s Symposium

Fossen Wedding

Fossen Wedding

Sound familiar? If you know HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH, you know the story. We’ve blogged before about what a profound experience it was for us the first time we saw Aaron Swenson perform “Origin of Love” [in Plan-B's second production in 2005]. For us it went beyond the brilliance of his performance; it was deeply emotional and personal. The story that inspired that beautiful song was part of our wedding ceremony.

So, weddings. We did a lot of research about wedding traditions as we were planning our own. Since neither of us is religious, we were starting from scratch. We needed a ceremony that didn’t include the notion of god we were raised with, but that would have meaning for us and the incredibly diverse group of friends and family who would be in attendance. And we didn’t want anything to be part of the day unless it was something we truly felt connected to. So, we studied. We looked into wedding traditions from a variety of cultures and religions; broom-jumping and glass-breaking and knot-tying, none of which really spoke to us. We came across Plato’s Symposium and the fable of the Origin of Love and it seemed perfect. A beautiful encapsulation of the way we felt about each other and the way we knew other couples – married, unmarried, committed, gay, and straight felt as well.

The Fossens

The Fossens

Like most couples who have planned a wedding, we too had moments where we wanted to scrap the planning and go to City Hall. So, we researched the reasons behind community involvement in weddings. Why did an agreement that seems so private, between two people, become a public event? It seems obvious: when people witness a couple proclaiming their love and devotion to one another and making promises, it is easier for those witnesses to support that couple in their marriage. They become invested in its success. So, no eloping. The people we had invited would be an integral part of our ceremony. We would be asking our friends and family for their blessing, encouragement, and lifelong support for our decision to become husband, wife, and family. Our friends presented questions to us as part of our vows: Do you come freely and without reservation to give yourselves to each other in marriage? Do you have the means to support yourselves and to provide for your worldly needs? Do you love one another? Do you like one another? Do you have the will to argue, if you must, to air your problems, then stand together against adversity? Do you share your thoughts and ideas, burdens and dreams? We answered yes to all. And then we said these words to each other: “I shall seek to love you, even more than to be loved; I shall seek to understand you, even more than to be understood; In all of the joys and challenges that lie before us, I shall be your faithful and devoted spouse. With these friends and family as our witnesses, this promise is sure, as long as we both shall live.” These are the pieces we believed were at the core of a good marriage. The things that make a couple truly partners.

The Fossen Family

The Fossen Family

So, marriage. No two marriages are alike. We make essentially the same promises in our wedding ceremonies, but our private agreements are what make us different. How much time do we need apart as individuals? How do we handle disagreements? How frequently do we need intimacy in order to still feel connected? Who handles the bill-paying? How will we raise our children, if we choose to have them? Will we air our grievances to friends and family or keep them between each other? Countless small and large questions to be answered and negotiations to be made. Almost 14 years in, we’ve learned more about marriage than we ever realized we didn’t know. Marriage has made us stronger as individuals. We have security in our relationship at home, so we feel free to explore who we are in the world without fear, with a safety net to catch us if we fail. Marriage has made us stronger as a couple. We made promises. In public. With people we love as witnesses. Those people will never let us forget that. And we will never let each other forget. The opportunity to raise children together has made us stronger human beings. We have become more empathetic, more well-rounded, more patient, and a better team.

The Fossen Family

The Fossen Family

These years together have also made us very opinionated on the topic of marriage. Mainly in the fact that we even more firmly believe it is a right that should be afforded to any adult couple. Any couple who love each other and want to commit their lives to each other should have the opportunity to express that commitment in a public ceremony, to ask for the support of their friends and family during their lives together, to have the opportunity to raise children together, if they choose. Marriage has done only good for us, and we believe that the more people who marry, the stronger the Institution of Marriage becomes. What if we were all in it together? What if we could lift each other up and encourage each other in our marriages, regardless of sexual orientation? Wouldn’t that make all of us more devoted to the idea of marriage? If we were surrounded by people, gay and straight, who are all trying to keep their promises and live good lives together?

The Fossen Family in DIFFERENT=AMAZING

The Fossen Family in DIFFERENT=AMAZING

So, preparing for “8“. A piece that uses a theatrical construct to tell a story that speaks to us personally and politically? We’ve been preparing for it all our lives.

And one last quote from the Symposium:  “If our loves were perfectly accomplished, and each one returning to his primeval nature had his original true love, then our race would be happy.”

Plan-B Theatre Company’s Script-In-Hand Series reading of “8″ takes the stage August 4-5. A fundraiser for both Plan-B and the American Foundation for Equal Rights, the event boasts a cast of 20 and a post-show discussion with the playwright, Oscar winner Dustin Lance Black, and Congressman Barney Frank (D-Massachusetts). Tickets and more info available here.

Cooper Howell and HEDWIG director Jerry Rapier

Cooper Howell and HEDWIG director Jerry Rapier

Cooper Howell is an aspiring director and choreographer in his junior year at Utah Valley University.

I’m not sure what I did exactly to deserve this. The stars aligned and some very giving people (namely Jerry Rapier) gave me the go-ahead to intern with Plan-B Theatre Company on HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH. My responsibilities were assistant director and choreographing a few moments during some of the musical numbers.

Hedwig tells of Hansel, an East German “slip of a girlyboy” who loves philosophy and rock music and is stuck in East Berlin until he meets Luther Robinson, a U.S. soldier. Luther falls in love with Hansel and the two decide to marry. This plan will allow Hansel to leave communist East Germany for the capitalist West. However, in order to be married, the couple must consist of a man and a woman. Hansel’s mother, Hedwig, gives her child her name and passport and finds a doctor to perform a sex change. The operation is botched, however, and her surgically constructed vagina heals closed, leaving Hansel – now Hedwig – with a dysfunctional one-inch mound of flesh between her legs, “with a scar running down it like a sideways grimace on an eyeless face.”  As told in its cabaret, rock-and-roll form, this show genuinely rocks!

This is the third time Plan-B Theatre Company has staged this show so a lot of the pieces just fell into place. Aaron Swenson gives his third performance as Hedwig after originally doing it in 2003 and 2005. Dave Evanoff came back as the musical director and keyboardist/guitarist in The Angry Inch band as well as Van Christensen the drummer.  Same stage manager (the incredibly professional and lovely Jennifer Freed), same Projections Designer (Greg Ragland) and same Set Designer (Randy Rasmussen).  Because this is Plan-B’s third HEDWIG, some of the “creating” and “discovering” process of a production were not available for me to observe.  Everything seemed to fit like a puzzle.  The new elements of the show were the space it was being performed in (The Egyptian Theatre in Park City), Latoya Rhodes as Yitzhak, Hedwig’s drag queen/king husband and back-up singer, Camden Chamberlain on guitar, Adam Overacker on bass, Jesse Portillo as the Lighting Designer and Aaron Swenson also assuming duties as Costume Designer.

Dave Evanoff, the musical director, keyboardist, guitarist and all around badass.  He is very professional and can play basically every instrument I saw laid in front of him.  His skills include sight reading, vocal coaching and band organizing and teaching others how to have stage presence as a musician.  Jerry told me, "When you work with a musical director like Dave you just dont worry about the music. Ever." He.s a genius.

Dave Evanoff, the musical director, keyboardist, guitarist and all around badass. He is very professional and can play basically every instrument I saw laid in front of him. His skills include sight reading, vocal coaching and band organizing and teaching others how to have stage presence as a musician. Jerry told me, "When you work with a musical director like Dave you just dont worry about the music. Ever." He's a genius.

But I do not feel like I was denied anything in a the creative process of theatre.  I learned so much.  Jerry at one point leaned over and asked me if I was “bored to tears” watching them rehearse.  I can truthfully say that nothing about this production can possibly be boring.

One of the things that I learned is that some people’s overall natural awesomeness cannot be coached but must be used.  Whether Aaron Swenson realizes it or chooses to admit it, he has a following. Everyone I talked to about this show said almost immediately “Please tell me Aaron is doing it again?” or “I’ll only come if Aaron does it again.”

And there is a reason.  He is amongst the most talented people I’ve ever met.  His singing voice is very unique and very high in the tenor range.  He is a gifted mover.  He totally understands stage presence and uses it to his advantage to further the story of his character (how do you teach that?).  And let’s not forget that he makes a very beautiful looking woman as well as a man.  Jerry would just hint at suggestions and Aaron would take full advantage of them.

Latoya Rhodes and Aaron Swenson after Hedwig judged the Miss City Weekly Pride Pageant.

Latoya Rhodes and Aaron Swenson after Hedwig judged the Miss City Weekly Pride Pageant.

Let’s not forget Miss Latoya Rhodes who stepped into the role of Yitzhak and in two and a half weeks of rehearsal fleshed out a very believable and well-rounded character of her own.  Not to mention learning all of the music before the rehearsals even started.  Her dedication was key.

It was so interesting being able to learn from Jerry.  I didn’t just get to learn from his directing skills but I was able to learn about all sorts of different types of theatre management as well.  He is the Producing Director of Plan-B Theater Company.  He surrounds himself with experts who don’t need to be babied or pushed to do their jobs.  His confidence as a director is very apparent and easy to see.  He really knows his craft; its history and also its effect and influence.  I also got to watch Jerry do PR and advertise the show through the “Radio From Hell” show on x-96 and also KPCW in Park City.

Latoya and Aaron really committed to the little choreography I taught

Latoya and Aaron really committed to the little choreography I taught

The thing I learned from Jerry the most however is trust. He truly trusts the team that he surrounds himself with.  A lot of directors love to micromanage every aspect of their productions but he really puts his faith behinds the people on his team.  Even when he allowed me the opportunity to choreograph a few moments in some musical numbers he stood behind what we came up with.  He even offered suggestions.  It was very inspiring and encouraging.

I really feel like an intenship should have been harder (Ha! Ha!)  I mean I had a blast.  I learned so many things about the qualities of theatre.  I was expecting that I was just going to sit in a corner and take notes.  And I did take a lot of notes.  But I was allowed to be involved.  But mostly I just enjoyed the ride.

Plan-B’s award-winning production of HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH gets a 10th-anniversary re-boot at Park City’s Egyptian Theatre through June 17. Click here for more information and tickets.

Latoya Rhodes getting braids/extensions in preparation for HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH

Latoya Rhodes getting braids/extensions in preparation for HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH

Latoya Rhodes has previously appeared in two SLAMs and two Script-In-Hand Series readings for Plan-B.

In the beginning, Plan-B Theatre revived HEDWIG… Again!

“I cannot believe it has only been 2 weeks that we have been rehearsing this show!” I told Aaron yesterday while walking back from Pride, still completely on a HEDWIG high from our performance. Rewind with me to the audition for HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH in February 2012. It was a Sunday, and I was asked to learn “Tear Me Down” and belt the crap out of “I Will Always Love You.” I was so nervous. I mean, I had already worked with both Dave Evanoff and Jerry Rapier on HAIR at the Egyptian in 2010; however, I wanted to really impress them and, of course, land the role of Yitzhak! I completely forgot that Aaron Swenson would also be coming into the audition so that I could actually sing with him and Dave. Singing “Tear Me Down” with them for the first time was pretty magical. I was like, “Alright, that was kind of sweet.” I remember looking at Aaron while singing the song, and I am not sure if he felt anything, but we already started connecting though the song, acting, and sending out this kind of energy to one another. I thought it was really something unique. I remember singing a couple of other songs (“Wicked Little Town” and “Exquisite Corpse”), and I kept looking at Jerry to read if he wanted me for the show or not. Now, I love me some Jerry, but I cannot read him . . . I couldn’t tell if he was like, “Yeah, we’re going to give her the part.” or “What the hell was I thinking?” Ha ha. Not until he was talking like I was in the show with Aaron, and then he looked at me and said, “Oh yeah, the role is yours if you want it.” Fast forward to the present, and I have not regretted one moment of this experience. It was kismet I think.

Here are some of my thoughts on my process of this experience. Excuse the scatteredness.

Latoya Rhodes, Camden Chamberlain, Dave Evanoff and Aaron Swenson as Queen II

Latoya Rhodes, Camden Chamberlain, Dave Evanoff and Aaron Swenson as Queen II

NEW KID IN TOWN
HEDWIG  was first produced by Plan-B Theatre in 2003 and then revived in 2005, and now revived once again in 2012, which is my first time being part of the production. I am one of the new kids in town. My experience thus far with stepping into a show that has already been a runaway train – twice.

I remember feeling completely overwhelmed and thinking, “What if I don’t bring the same energy as the original Yitzhak has? What if Aaron and I do not have the same connection? What if I don’t push Aaron enough to get to his emotional peak?”  When I began to think that way I thought, “What did I get myself into?!” Let the actor demons in me begin to completely vamp up the fears in my mind.

Some great advice from Aaron and Jerry calmed me down: they said that because of their experience with the show, they can move forward faster, take out what has not worked in the past, and that we are creating our own new show . . . I mean automatically it was going to be a different show because there are new people involved. Add to that the element of personal growth and it changes the way someone looks, portrays and perceives a character. So even though some moments are the same as in the past, it does not mean the moment is created in the same way. Everyone brings new energy to the piece. Insert sigh of relief here.

As I am slowly becoming less overwhelmed, there are three key elements that have served me well:

1) Breath
2) Be flexible
3) Stay open

Latoya Rhodes and Aaron Swenson a la Lindsey Buckingham and Stevie Nicks

Latoya Rhodes and Aaron Swenson a la Lindsey Buckingham and Stevie Nicks

AARON SWENSON
Who is this genius I get to work with?! Seriously, I never knew how brilliant he was until this show. I first met Aaron when I was in last summer’s production of RENT at Pioneer Theatre Company. He was such a very nice guy, and introduced himself to me, and said “I loved you in HAIR and I loved the show.” We chatted for a little while, and we caught each other once in a while when I would come in for costume fittings and such. One night the cast and some crew of RENT went out to celebrate one of the cast member’s birthdays. We went karaoke-ing, and Aaron got up and sang. That was the first glimpse I got of the humble brilliance of the one and only Aaron Swenson. I was like, “What? Who are you? Your voice is amazing!” and he humbly took the compliment. Then someone told me that he played Hedwig in past Plan-B productions of HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH. Fast forward to 2012 . . . um, every single time we run the show, or sing through a song, I am literally blown away. I learn so much by just watching his performance. His effortlessness on stage, his storytelling ability, his continued growth… I am like a student in a master class with a tour de force! He’s probably reading this right now (Hey Aaron!) saying “Nah” but don’t let him fool you. It has been an honor and privilege to work with him.

 

Latoya Rhodes

Latoya Rhodes

LATOYA & AARON VS. YITZHAK & HEDWIG
Both Aaron and I had a desire to start connecting before we started rehearsals so we could find the things that make us, as Aaron and Latoya, click. It was important to us as actors to find that connection so that we could develop a truth, honesty, depth and rooted relationship as our characters. So we found out who we are as individuals, what our stories are, what makes us each human beings on this earth. Then, of course who are characters are, what their back stories are, and how do they relate and not relate. Because this process has been so fast-paced, our work outside of rehearsal has been essential.

WHY HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH?
I actually get that question a lot. “What drew you to this show?” I reply, “Why not?!” I love shows that make you question and think outside of the realms of what we were taught by our parents, or by our teachers, or by society. I love stretching my mind, and answering those questions in my own way through experiences or observations. A lot of the questions that come up in this show are about gender. What is gender? Why is gender so important or not important? Is there more than one gender? Gender is a pretty interesting topic.

I love that HEDWIG goes far beyond what gender is. Here is Hedwig, neither a man, nor a woman . . . and then I, Latoya, am a woman, playing Yitzhak, a man, who identifies more as a drag queen. Very Shakespearean eh? I can talk about this topic forever . . . and I could answer these questions about gender, gender identity, what gender is in the context of the show, etc.

However, I am not going to do that in this blog. I challenge the audience, each person who sees this production, to seek their own questions, and find their own answers. It is easy for me to get on my soapbox and tell you my opinion . . . but where’s the fun in that?

Onstage at Utah Pride 2012

Onstage at Utah Pride 2012

FINAL THOUGHTS:
After performing in front of an audience at Pride yesterday, I am anxious to open. We open Friday – here we go!  It was the feeling I have been waiting for. I mean there is still work to be done; we still have a couple more days of rehearsal. The work does not stop, and finding out new things with our characters, and within the script and score is still happening. But I am excited to add the final element – the audience – to the show. It is going to add and elevate all of us like it did at Pride. Just watching people sing along to the songs, the cheers, and the excitement . . . I know we all felt it because once we all stepped off the stage . . . it was electric.

I love what I do . . . I love this show . . . and I really hope you all will come in your best “head wig” and join us on this adventure. The band (Dave, Van, Camden, Adam) is unreal amazing, and you will feel the pulse of the music in your chest. You will regret it if you miss it. You will get to “ho down” with us (my finest work), you will get to laugh, sing, enjoy a beer, and feel our “gummi bear lovin” oozing off the stage all the way to your seat.

Peace, love, and wig power.

Plan-B’s award-winning production of HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH gets a 10th-anniversary re-boot at Park City’s Egyptian Theatre June 8-17. Click here for more information and tickets.